Michael how I love thee

well I cannot believe it...I guess that I am still in shock , Michael is gone??? wow its so so so sad it truly is.
He has had such a huge influence in my life big time, I remember being little and watching his videos over and over and over again, especially billie jean that was my favorite when I was small. watching it over and over again, HE IS MY INSPIRATION FOR DANCE!!
I had the dance down pat and I swore that I was going to meet him and we would be able to dance it together. Not to mention renting moonwalker and watching it like 100 times and Thriller at halloween too amazing, a huge part in my childhood, My parents always worked nights and the tv was huge in our family so whenever I was alone Michael and I were there dancing d'awwww I am so sad :( the night he died I was so shaken I decided the best way to help me feel better was to dance, I cried and decided a dance party would be best suiting,
I got out my fisher price tape deck put in Micheal and danced and danced and danced in my livingroom It was magical. I will always also remember being a raver kid and dancing with my bestests K&B and having that feeling that we all get when we hear a track we love, especially on a dance floor with people who get what dancing is all about, its a soul thang...a body thang..its a spiritual thang...michael always brought that out to all of us it was special.
Poor MJ I could not imagine what he went through growing up, I mean think of ourselves and the way that we grew up now imagine if it was all filmed and you never ever left the public eye, I dont think I could have handled that, now imagine Micheal at the age of 11 it started and he was a sexy symbol at 13? how does that happen so I guess this goes with out saying that Hollywood has claimed yet another victim and its sad...
But he did alot of good in his life and he was an inspiration to so many and will never be forgotten. We all have our connection to Michael in our own way, I know I do..
I don't think I will ever forget him you cannot he is too influential, Micheal I will miss you so so much and I will always remember you and when a song of yours is played I will dance extra extra hard just for you
love love love xxxxoooo