Michael how I love thee

well I cannot believe it...I guess that I am still in shock , Michael is gone??? wow its so so so sad it truly is.
He has had such a huge influence in my life big time, I remember being little and watching his videos over and over and over again, especially billie jean that was my favorite when I was small. watching it over and over again, HE IS MY INSPIRATION FOR DANCE!!
I had the dance down pat and I swore that I was going to meet him and we would be able to dance it together. Not to mention renting moonwalker and watching it like 100 times and Thriller at halloween too amazing, a huge part in my childhood, My parents always worked nights and the tv was huge in our family so whenever I was alone Michael and I were there dancing d'awwww I am so sad :( the night he died I was so shaken I decided the best way to help me feel better was to dance, I cried and decided a dance party would be best suiting,
I got out my fisher price tape deck put in Micheal and danced and danced and danced in my livingroom It was magical. I will always also remember being a raver kid and dancing with my bestests K&B and having that feeling that we all get when we hear a track we love, especially on a dance floor with people who get what dancing is all about, its a soul thang...a body thang..its a spiritual thang...michael always brought that out to all of us it was special.
Poor MJ I could not imagine what he went through growing up, I mean think of ourselves and the way that we grew up now imagine if it was all filmed and you never ever left the public eye, I dont think I could have handled that, now imagine Micheal at the age of 11 it started and he was a sexy symbol at 13? how does that happen so I guess this goes with out saying that Hollywood has claimed yet another victim and its sad...
But he did alot of good in his life and he was an inspiration to so many and will never be forgotten. We all have our connection to Michael in our own way, I know I do..
I don't think I will ever forget him you cannot he is too influential, Micheal I will miss you so so much and I will always remember you and when a song of yours is played I will dance extra extra hard just for you
love love love xxxxoooo

R A I N

what a day quite the rainy day...I love rain but it makes me think of sad things...Why is that?
I dunno I guess maybe sometimes when it rains you can reflect on things or just to be sad, but the rain also makes me feel happy especially when it drops on leaves and splashes in the windows, and the sound of rain and the smell its nice...

speaking of sad things..I miss my BEST FRIEND her name is Krista and she is my sister and my sensible half!! I have know her forever and we have been through so much together :)
I miss being close to her and talking ( we chatted for a long time last night and it made me so so so happy) I just miss her everyday and cannot wait till she is closer to me, she is the most beautiful soul I know and you just cannot even imagine how wonderful she is until you meet her...she is kind, so beautiful,strong, and a gem and I love my Krista Bear so so so much xxxoooo
and Bernie who is also my bestest( kristas hubby) he is the coolest cat I know you can always count on Bernie for amazing advice and of course a laugh and if you want to go to a weird party bdawg is your man!! he is my brother and I am so glad he is in my life, I could not imagine my life without Bernie and Krista ha ha I love them both so much, and when thier house sells in whistler they will be closer yay yay!! they are working on a beautiful house and redid the whole thing, Its amazing and just breathtaking... Oh ya hee hee....they are both tile setters and renovators( is that the right word??) and can make anything beautiful!!! they are the most talented people I know and I love them.
I have attached a pic of me and Krista but I dont have a good one of all of us so thats our misson to take more pics of us cool cats
so I am off but muchos love and ciao ciao for now
xoxoxoxoxoo Robin

La La La La

I cannot believe how fast time goes really man it goes super fast!!! my parents have already come and gone...and it just seems as soon as it is sunny summer just fly's by SUCKS...
well you know what actually don't be all winy like I am right now just enjoy it well its here!!
its totally fab and I love it xxo

I went to la beach and its amazing!! had a fab day with laire and we worked on our tans were hoping to go back again on monday hopefully if it does not rain :)

anywho SO BUSY crazy busy its insane!! this weekend is full of lots of hot things going on!!
to start we have a art show featuring Lady V and she is wonderful check out some of her pics that I have posted of her art is so great, then just soooooooooooo busy ,working on blog and etsy and everything else which is good, I love being busy its a good thing...
anywhoo just working just wanted to write something. But I will post again soon I have so many things to post about I NEED TIME!!!
tra la till next time
muah muah Robin